There are so many things changing rapidly in my life. I’m doing my best to understand these changes, but at the same time I’m not fighting it. I’m Just going with the flow. Sometimes life caters to you and other times it doesn’t. When it does, you must accept the goodness. When it doesn’t, you must fight for yourself to get back on track. Never give up!
I swear I’m doing my best to make my engagement work, but there are outside forces trying to cause problems. A person who I considered a friend went out of his way to contact my fiance and tell a bunch of lies to try and ruin my relationship. Why?? Because I witnessed him do something very horrible and he knows that if I speak about it, it would ruin his career. I lost complete respect for this individual. I will stand my ground and keep fighting for my relationship. You can try, but you will not prevail.
If you love, then love me. If you don’t, then don’t. Make a concise decision and follow through whole heartedly. One day you’re happy, the next day you’re not. I’m doing my best to hold everything together, but a relationship consists of two people making a commitment and fighting for what they love. If my honesty and love isn’t sufficient, then walk away. You need to figure out what you want in life and not at my expense. The day you learn to surrender yourself to love and focus on the present moment, you will be free. No one can change the past. What’s done is done. We survived all the bullshit. Now it’s time for our relationship to flourish. Consider that.
I’m really excited today because I am moving into my new place. Another chapter has ended. Time to flip the page.
Have a great day everyone!