The studio session, believe it or not was a success despite my mind being in the twilight zone. For some reason I was still able to create music. Regardless of the nightmarish thoughts I still work. I accepted the fact that I was not afraid to die. I was doing something I love.
I came home and immediately went to see my son’s mother. I was truly excited with what I accomished. I told her I wanted to go to Vegas and get married. She said yes. But then the negativity and paranoid thoughts came back. The voices said that Ronnie King would kill me in the desert. The hallucinations were back in full force.